How I Discovered My Starseed Origins, and How You Can, Too!

Honestly, neither did I. I could remember a warm, purple place. It felt like a nursery where young souls were birthed and cared for. I longed to feel that same sense of security and support. I wanted to “Go HOME.” This place felt surreal, backwards, and nothing here made sense.

At the same time I felt “blessed”. I realized I was able to influence my own reality. I made my self sick, and cured myself frequently throughout my youth. I remember CLEARLY manifesting Chickenpox while my mother tried to figure out where in the heck it came from. No one else was sick?! A few times I “messed up” and didn’t cure myself in time for my mother to allow me to attend a field trip or an event. I realized that others didn’t necessarily trust my own sense of “health”, or my realizations.

It didn’t take long to push those feelings aside to be replaced with normal childhood pursuits and realizations. I never stopped saying “I want to go home.” I still say it, but now there’s a difference. I now recognize the validitiy of this place, and this feeling, and I can actually go there when I’m feeling overwhelmed by the “Earth experience”. How did I find this place, this frequency, of “home”?

Through Quantum Healing.

There were many other steps, but having my own Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique session unlocked the abilities I used to integrate these other experiences.

Hint #1: Have Someone Help You By Guiding a Session. I offer sessions just for this purpose, message me for more information

My first QHHT session didn’t involve anything interplanetary- it was very terrestrial. I was a woman from Germany in 1860s Kansas. I followed my husband to the New World and was homesick for my country and my mother. Even though that life was mundane it adressed several issues I’d brought to the session.

I was able to keep expanding my views using tools like meditation, the Kasina Mind Machine system, hypnosis and dreams. By simply listening to what comes through, my perspective becomes broader and broader.

Shortly after I’d completed my QHHT training in Atlanta, I decided to use my Kasina Mind Machine. This is a device that uses triggers the optic nerve by using flashing LEDs which stimulates a trance state and colorful visuals. Beside entertainment, I noticed this device could trigger spontaneous other life experiences.

Hint #2.Use Light (The Kasina Mind Machine, The Pandora, David Delight Pro, or of course, the Sun’s natural rays through the leaves of a tree… etc. Light patterns can trigger the optic nerve which stimulates different parts of your brain).

All of a sudden-I was aware I was on a ship with a crew. Right there in my living room, overlaying reality. There were all different types of beings wearing either silver or blue uniforms. We were repairing space time. I was occupied with color, and angles. My job was to position colored square tiles at 90 degree angles in order to “repair” a tear in the fabric of time. Another team member helped by using the correct frequency, and it seemed like this “glitch” was both natural AND influenced by the actions of beings. I was tall, female, and had thick, mane like, hair. I recognized a team mate as a combination of three people I know from THIS life. Interesting. I know consciousness is fluid-it doesn’t have limits- but it’s neat to feel THREE souls in ONE body.

Months went by before the next piece of the puzzle came through. One morning I was dreaming. I kept coming in and out of consciousness. I was dreaming of the stars, and kept seeing a constellation that formed a big W. It was a pattern. I’d see the big “w” shape, I’d hear the phrase “seven star system” and I’d wake up to my cat, Tsim-Kyan-Kse, who was meowing at me, concerned.

Hint #3. Pay Attention to Animals. Often these relationships offer clues to your Soul’s history, especially affinities and aversions.

I’d see the big “w” formation of stars. I’d hear: “seven star system”. I’d wake up. My cat Tsimi was meowing at me.

This happened half dozen times. So by the time I woke up for the day, I couldn’t forget the “w” or the phrase ‘seven star system”. It was clear to me that this was a message.

Hint #4. Pay Attention to Your Dreams.

So I decided to use my favorite divination tool- Google. I typed in “seven star system” and was not disappointed. The big “W” was unmistakably Cassiopeia! I knew this was the region of space with which I most closely identified. I felt it.

Hint #5. Do a Little Research. See which stars, myths, constellations or systems catch your attention. Follow those hunches and see what you discover!

Side note: It doesn’t seem like mere coincidence that the nearest star is called Tsih and my cat is named Tsim; I’m curious what her role in this process might be. Update! I found out. She outranks me: The GridMother of Time and the Axis of the Universe

I looked into this star system and when I saw the purple nebula I knew this was my home! The nursery! I kept reading as I reached out with my mind.

I saw an explosion near Cassiopeia. A supernova. I saw a man on Earth. This man saw this same explosion. At the same time as he witnessed this magical cosmic event the man had a thought. The thought was “I’d like to have a child”. The thought became a twinkle in his eye. That twinkle was a reflection of the supernova he saw. His desire PULLED the me- or the “me” that was attached to that spec of stardust from the explosion. I was drawn to that man, and integrated with his body to help him accomplish his desire.

I didn’t incarnate as a human right away; rather I observed what it was like for the man and his family. He did soon have a child, several even. I’d wait two or three generations before I was brave enough to more fully embody into a human being- the woman from Germany who followed her husband to 1860s Kansas… I’ve learned a couple things since then.

• It was much harder than it looked from the outside. Emotions weren’t something I could simply witness anymore, I had to FEEL them.
• The less I ran from FEELING the emotions, and the more I trusted my humanity, the easier it was to navigate this very ‘alien” experience.
• My mission isn’t singular, it’s multidimensional. What I do in THIS life, and what I experienced in my past life as that woman is directly related to the bigger assignments I take on.
• Consciousness is fluid. During my QHHT session I was able to move perspectives between myself as that woman, and the perspective of her husband. I chose to focus on the woman and come back to see the life of the husband at another time.

What is the take away? For one, that all these things- my past lives, my current life, and my future lives- these are all happening NOW. I can see the thread that weaves through my different expressions, figuratively an literally- and I’ll talk more about the OTHER dimensions of what I do as a “dream weaver” a synesthesiologist, and as an Earth timeline editor. It relates to what I’m doing with my team in space. And my ancestry- I’m not JUST from Cassiopeia. Like most others, I identify as an amalgamation of energies. Consciousness is fluid after all! *Stay tuned, more to come! *check out the next chapter at The GridMother of Time

Nothing is wasted, and everything is connected. What does that mean?

Main Suggestion: By following ONE experience, MANY can be revealed. It just takes the willingness to focus. Anyone can do it! I’ve included a few questions to help you get started.

It helps to have a facilitator skilled at asking the right questions for your journey. Here’s one basic framework to help you get started.

First: Set an intention. Are you looking for ANY life that isn’t Earthbound, are you seeking a life related to your current Earth mission, or are you looking for your Soul’s ancestry? Feel free to get specific.

Second: It helps to record your experience. Some people like to speak out loud, to record audio from, or to write about their experiences. Talking, writing, recording, and reviewing experiences help to anchor your understanding of these as you come back to your normal, every-day awareness.

Next: Start with THIS life- then start comparing. Do this until you have a basic idea of your StarSeed form, your environment, and your personality.

Your form– Are you larger or smaller than you are as a human?
Your environment- Does your atmosphere feel heavier or lighter? Is it darker or lighter on your world?
Mobility-How do you get around? Is it similar or different to how a human walks?
Energy-How do you get energy? Do you eat food, or get nourishment/fuel some other way? Notice/Describe what your favorite food/form of nourishment is like from that life. Notice where it’s found and recall a memory of this nourishment.
Do you breathe? If you breathe, are you breathing oxygen, with lungs, or breathing a different way? Feel yourself breathing.
Do you live alone, with others, or in a community? Notice/Describe your home, and others that are close to you.
How you spend your time– become aware of what you do for an occupation in that life or what you do for leisure. Do you work with your hands, your body, your mind, or are you doing something else to pass the time?
What tools, objects or symbols are important to you? Let something pop into your mind and trust that this tool, object, or symbol is important- either for you in that lifetime, or relating to your session intention (or both).
What is your personality like-very similar or very different to your personality to your other life- the life being lived as a human, here on Earth?

Now the meat– After you are starting to get to know your StarSeed self, you can begin to ask for more expanded information. You can now ask your Soul to show you a scene, or a perspective relating to your session intention, and the life you are being shown. Begin to sense a time and a place relevant coming into your awareness, and follow any impressions you get about this scene. Again, we can ask a few questions to help you get started.
Where are you? (enclosed, out in the open)
Are you moving, or still?
Do you feel young, or old (or somewhere in the middle)
How does your body feel? (are you relaxed or engaged with something? Healthy or in pain?)
Describe what is happening.
Let the context and details arise.
Do this as long as you’re getting information.

And even if it feels like you are making it up, realize that your subconscious is communicating certain things for a reason- don’t be too critical, too fast to dismiss or read too much into your first impressions- sit with your story and allow the most appropriate information to come into your awareness at the most appropriate speed.

Finally– Become aware of your system and the beings that live there.
after you’ve noticed details from that life, ask for any names, places or constellations that are important- Where are you from? You might get an impression of an animal, a shape, certain sounds, or even just know the name of your system or planet. Is this place a place you’ve heard of before, or is it something obscure/brand new to you?
What are your people known for? What are their talents, skills, or common traits?
Become aware of your system and the beings that live there.

If you want to expand into your sense of purpose, discover your Starseed origin, or long to “Go Home”, contact me today!

Julia Wagner
5Dquantumexpansion@gmail.com
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