Session Experience: The Psychic

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It’s October 4th, my 44th birthday.

I’m at BQH Immersion training, experiencing a practice session led by Lisa, Diana is taking notes…

The Psychic

I’m a young girl in a field.  I put my hand on the train track.  It’s cold. 

Flash forward. I’m a grown woman in the same field years later.  I put my hand on the cold train track once again. It’s smooth and colder than anything else around.

I wonder if a train will come soon.  Sometimes I feel the vibrations and long for the train to take me away.  I must have done this a thousand times.

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“One of these days, I’ll get on that train.” I think.

I’m standing next to a covered wagon.  I run my fingertips up and down the wooden arches admiring their craftsmanship like a man might look at the mechanics of a fine race car in absolute awe.  This machine was made to travel.

I love what this stands for. 

“One of these days I’m going to take one of these wagons.” I just know I will.”

I want to travel; to explore.  I haven’t done it, though.  Why don’t I just leave? I wonder. I’m ABLE.  I feel like a horse on a short lead going in a circle.  I’m in a holding pattern here.

I’m 35 and I’m in 1880s Kansas.  I have two brothers, who helped build my house right next door to my mom’s. I go through the motions of putting a saddle on a horse.  I feed the animals.  I tend the home.  I the “fun aunt” for my brothers’ kids, but I don’t want children myself.  My mother jokingly chides me that perhaps one day I’ll change my mind.  I doubt that, but I humor her by admitting no one can say what the future might bring. 

Here Comes the Circus 

One day the circus comes to town.  I am absolutely  mesmerized by these people.  Their variety; their zeal for life and the way they instantly accept me as one of them.  I want to join them, no I am GOING to join them; and they accept me, without reservation! And even though I don’t know what I’d do to contribute, I know I can help somehow.

Flash forward:

Madame Marselle is my name now.  

I’m reading Tarot, and I’m gazing into a crystal ball. 

I’ve become the circus Psychic.

I started giving readings on a whim- I’d make it up as I went.  But along the way I discovered I had a knack for it.  I could help people, travel, and share my life with this band of ragtag misfits I never knew I needed. This family was diverse and supportive, and I loved my new calling. I teared up repeatedly during the session as I spoke about these side show freaks, artists, performers, and magic souls.  I laugh thinking about how we were NOT “Ringling Brothers”, but we somehow made it as a troupe.

Passion and Partnerships

Sideshow World, Sideshow Performers from around the world.

I fell in love with the Tall Man, who is also an aspect of Greg, my current partner in this life. Funny, I thought this was our first life together, but here I am seeing him in the past.

After traveling across the plains, we landed on the west coast.  We went up and down the coast, mostly in the San Francisco Bay area.  I eventually settled there with my husband where we lived until we were old.  He makes hats. I give readings. We love where we live. It’s lively without being overwhelming.

I realized I couldn’t have traveled before I met these people.  I had to bide my time until I found my tribe; or they found me!  Who could have predicted? Turns out (the previous) Madam Marselle had!

Madam Marselle’s Prediction

My manager says one day, “You know? She told me about you.” I’m genuinely curious. My manager describes meeting with Madam Marselle weeks before her death. She’d come into her tent to express her admiration for the reader.

My manager says, “I told her- YOU are irreplaceable. No one can do what YOU do.” I could hear the emotion in her voice. “That’s when she shows me the book. That’s when she tells me the cards do all the work. ANYONE can do it, she tells me. And then she looks me dead in the eye and says, “You’ll hire the FIRST person who asks after I’m gone.” she paused, then chuckled, “And that’s exactly what happened.”

Later in the session we speak with my Higher Self

My higher self tells me that I travel with these same people lifetime after lifetime. Unlike the man who “wanted to get off this rock”, in this lifetime I waited for the aligned moment to leave, and with the RIGHT people.  I didn’t escape, I explored. I didn’t run away.  I allowed myself to be taken away by the right current. 

“you don’t have to be a trend setter when you’re 105,” my higher self assured me. “You can be an old fuddy duddy now. Greg loves you; he doesn’t care if you’re older.. He loves you no matter what.”

The higher self also comforted me, “It’s okay to get set in your ways. This is why we don’t live forever in one form, it’s natural to become accustomed to what is comfortable and familiar, which is why you’ll experience contrast. Don’t worry about doing what is natural.”

When we came back down to the wellness studio, Candace Craw Goldman (creator of BQH) had this sign hanging outside.  She mentioned, “I don’t ever put that out; I don’t know why I hung that up today” before we recounted the experience of Madam Marselle.

This was just another crazy “synchronicity” reinforcing I’m in the right place with the right people.

My tribe.

I come back with them lifetime after lifetime. 

As soon as I got home I ran across this fortune from the Oracle Book and my bestie had found the PERFECT sign to reflect my experience (my best friend in THIS life sure reminds me a lot of my manager from THAT life… hmm?

44 is gonna be a great year; I can already tell. 

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