Client Experience: Steadily Confident

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My client is scheduled for a colonoscopy and experiences a condition that causes her body to spasm. On top of that, her condition responds poorly to anesthesia. She was directed not to eat for a whole day beforehand.

“My mind tells me if I don’t eat for a day, I’ll die.” she explains.

What would be revealed during her Beyond Quantum Healing session, as we spoke with her Soul?

We’d worked together before, so I reassured her, “You go into trance easily.” and I offered her a couple options. Would she like to use key words? (key words are words or phrases assigned from other sessions that, with the client’s permission, easily trigger trance states) Or perhaps she’d like to use imagery she’s found helpful in the past?

I reminded her of a Whale she’d traveled with in a previous session.

Going into Trance

Client: “Oh yes I remember that Whale. I have stories about that Whale
Me: Beautiful…Tap into that energy, and let that energy guide you to a nice, deep trance, or whatever level of trance is most appropriate for your journey today…Let yourself relax.
Client: “I just jumped off.”

Within 30 seconds and with just one sentence she was in another perspective. Watch here:

The Whale’s Gift

She lives on a boat. She’s eating fish. She’s strong and healthy. A woman in her late 20s or early thirties.

She enjoys solitude. It lets her become strong, mentally, physically, emotionally and energetically.

She visits the whale, and he gives her gifts.

“What gift does he have for you today?” I asked.

She smiled. “He’s filling my chest, my heart space. The funny thing is, I didn’t know it was empty!”

“What color does that energy remind you of?” I wondered.

“It’s a very, very, pale pink. A pale creamy pink.” she described.

I asked about this energy, “What is it doing?”

“I always thought that my presence was the problem. Now I see that my presence is the MAGIC.” she sighs.

She explained how she’d never had CONFIDENCE and how this pink energy allows her the confidence to see her own value.

Next, she visits a craftsman, lacking confidence in himself.

His family wore him down with their criticism.

“I’m lost. I don’t belong anywhere.”

“Where do you feel that in your body- the ‘I’m lost, I don’t belong anywhere,” feeling?

“I felt it in my solar plexus. My stomach also gurgled, which is weird.” she said.

Okay, seems like we are getting something.

I asked about food, “Show me a meal you’d eat in that life”.

He ate very little. He ate the leftovers. He “wasn’t special enough to get the good food”.

This man was talented, but people didn’t want to buy his wares. His self-judgment kept others from engaging with him, even though his wares were top-notch.

The whole session the client had been working with pink energy in the chest.

I had a hunch.  I asked if that pink energy of confidence from the solar plexus could help this man. How did that pink energy want to come into his life?

“Yes.  I’m putting the energy into that man. And it’s going into those objects. He’s putting the pink energy into his work,” she explains.

The confidence he’s putting into his craft is causing people to buy from him. She described him crafting leather goods, and how the understanding created by this session had shifted his whole life’s path.

The man is lonely.  He’s been conditioned to believe he isn’t worthy or a partner, so he represses that part of himself.

The client makes a connection.  She realizes she eats when she feels lonely at night.

However, by seeing this man’s value, she is able to more easily recognize her own.

She wasn’t alone- neither was he. They could develop a friendship.

That’s one powerful aspect of Quantum Healing. We can use the “Templates” created in other lives to compare and contrast how we navigate THIS life. It’s been said that “the present is the point of power”, and quantum healing brings that philosophy into practice.

My clients are able to “seed” their past and “harvest” benefit in the present.

She’s a coach for artists, and an artist herself, so I asked her, “How might you coach this other artist?”

“If anything, this man can teach me!” She said and went on to describe his craft as being quite different than anything she’d made in this life. She wasn’t even sure exactly what this man was making, but leather straps were involved, and the piece was functional, not decorative, she explained, somewhat amused.

Buidling a Bridge

I asked her to see a version of herself, five years from now, on the other side of the medical procedure. She’s looking back at it. What does she think of the procedure, from this the future?

“It’s nothing at all. It doesn’t bother her.” she smiles.

What do you see between the present “you”, and that future version of yourself in the future?

She described a bridge, with missing chunks representing difficult times from her past.

I asked her, “Do you want to repair that bridge, or do you want to build a whole new one?

She decided to use the pink energy to create a new pathway to her future success.

The Starving Woman

Based on the description of her fear, It didn’t surprise me at all that she visited the perspective of a young woman dying of starvation.

She was alone. 

She was desperate in that life.

There was never enough.

Survival was her ONLY focus.

After she left that body, I asked her to explore the lessons she went into that incarnation to learn.

What was so important about that Woman’s experience?

Her Soul explained: The Woman’s complete focus on survival kept her from inviting in abundance. She was so focused on survival it had killed her.

Did she learn that lesson, in that lifetime?

“No.” her voice faltered.

“what does that mean for your Soul, when you don’t learn a lesson?”

Her tone changed dramatically.

“It means I’m a failure.” her voice sank.

Oh my! I didn’t actually expect that answer. 

What is more common is for the Soul to answer, “We come back to try again!” – a pretty standard response that clients give when they are connected to their Higher Aspects.. 

This answer seemed to be coming from her “stuck energy”, not what I might call her “Higher Self” or her “Soul”.  Ok.  That gave me something to work with.  

Now that I see where her energy is stuck, I recognize an opportunity for her to reframe and release this judgment.

We’ve already done exercises to recover her energy, get her to the light, and “feed” her body in that life.. 

Next, I asked about that Woman and that lesson about “focus” she was supposed to be learning. To live. 

Is she learning that lesson NOW?

“Yes, she is.” the relief was evident in her voice.

I allowed the client to notice how SHE was sharing this lesson with her other incarnation.

The loop was complete. The current self had helped her past self out of that cycle of need.

To reinforce this idea, I asked about that other life.

We brought in her team- her guides, guardians, Angels, and other helpful Aspects, and asked about this woman’s incarnation: Was she a failure?

She’d now learned many things:

She can change her focus and change her experiences.

Survival isn’t the most important thing. 

She can affect her present by seeding the past. Time isn’t linear.

She’s allowed to practice, falter, and do things differently in different lives without those missteps being considered “failures”.

She doesn’t have to be alone. She has support in many dimensions.

Was that woman a failure?

All parts of her Soul agreed.  That woman was NOT a failure.  That life was valid. Not only was it valid, but she could use that woman’s experience to frame her present life.

Painting a New Picture

I often use an exercise I learned from Margaret Saunders. I have the client imagine two side by side collages. One on the left is filled with challenges, obstacles, and limitations we’ve addressed in the session. The other collage, to the right, allows them to form images of themselves successful, victorious, and on the “other side” of all these obstacles, and bring energies of “growth” into prviously stagnant areas.

I find it’s a nice way to bring cohesion to a session, a sense of balance to the body, and it allows the client a chance to integrate awareness of time as they realize the session is at its end. It’s also a nice exercise done on its own, so feel free to follow along.

I go rather quickly here, so if you need more time to arrange our own images or to play with the qualities, clarity, contrast, and size of these picture frames, and their contents, you may want to pause the video.

After the Session.

Client: That was a really. Intense one. Yeah.

ME: Yeah, I can imagine.

Client: There was a lot going on. I feel like I’m going to be processing this for a few days …I almost feel like the time factor kind of just sort of dropped away.

 Client: I was so unsure about it (the medical procedure). But during the session, I found out that I didn’t have the confidence to go through with it. Yeah, a lot of what’s been going on in my life since the accident has been about  I don’t have the confidence to move forward with my life because of these symptoms, because of these things that have been said to me and all. And it’s really about getting back my confidence. And now after this session, I’m feeling that confident that I can go through the procedure And that is what was missing.

ME: So important, so important.

Client: Just to have enough confidence that I could survive the damn thing intact. Yeah. You know. Yeah.

ME: Well, and that sounds like those aspects. The man, he was suffering from the same kind of lack of confidence. You know, we didn’t really explore what planted that seed for him, you know? Why did he feel that way?

Client: Well, the sense I got was his family had given him the same message as me in this lifetime, that your presence isn’t worth anything, right?

ME: Right, right. Yeah. Well, now that now you are friends, you can. You can reassure him. He can reassure you.

Client: I think our friendship is really going to be this thing of us both reassuring and reminding each other that we can be confident our presence is valuable.

ME :And that the woman that died alone.  It seems like (you can do the same thing).

Client:  You know, as soon as you pointed out that we got the lesson now in time, there wasn’t a factor. Yeah, all the guilt and shame I felt about not getting the lesson. Yeah, yeah, yeah. It just dropped away in a split second. 

I was like, Quantum.

ME: Yeah. We get to go back, we get to. It’s data. You know, she (the woman she visited who starved to death) didn’t do anything wrong.

Client: It’s just think it’s going to help me with this lifetime of I feel so guilty about not getting certain things at certain points in my life. Yeah. Suddenly I’m like, Oh, I got them. Now I can just remove the time. It doesn’t matter that I didn’t get them there. Absolutely. And like even the things you told me that you did with your other person, like earlier…

…Yeah. You told her that you see another version of her? Yeah. I mean like that was like… that was life changing for me to hear that in that moment, it was like this big, huge paradigm shift of like, Oh my God, even with my retraining, that’s the point. To see another version of myself. Yeah. Potential You said that,  I really, like, got.

ME: It’s just amazing what the potential does…

Client: It really felt that in that moment when I infused that young man with the pink energy and he got confident, and it went into that object, and suddenly saw that the other person who he wanted to sell the object to could see the value of that object. 

And it was like I saw how in the past when I was an artist, I didn’t have that confidence. And it’s not in my art that and that’s why other people (didn’t value it)…Art was just objects without that energy. Yeah. And now I can. Actually just like that woman. Like, I was thinking, “Oh, then will those objects never have it?”

But no, if I infuse that energy NOW for myself into them, yeah, they’re going to have a different outcome. Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 

So this was an amazing session for me. I’m feeling it so strongly, like all the different, like, moments…

It was good for me too.

She messaged me a few days after, saying:

As a follow up, I’ll share just one more personal connection.

I’d had a dream involving this client a few nights before the session.  She was holding a card with a symbol on it, and I was sitting across the table from her .  I was using intuition to tell which symbol was on the card.

After the session I was curious what this man made.  What was it he crafted?  She mentioned it was leather, but never what it was used for.  I “tapped in” much like I remember doing in that dream.

I chose this picture out of all the pictures possible. 

She said yes, they looked like that!

The symbol on the card she was holding in the dream looked like this:

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