Happy Halloween! A Samhain BQH Session to Focus on the Feminine

I have a feeling that any session I’m conducting on Halloween Day will be super charged.

and… (drum roll) I am not wrong!

The client came seeking focus– In her career, her finances, her personal life- she felt scattered. Plus she had an aversion to “being seen”.

Those are great topics for a quantum healing session; often the subconscious mind has helpful insights about our patterns and reactions.

We talk for about an hour before starting the ‘hypnosis’ portion of the experience. We chat about her life, her goals, and what she wants to ask her Soul. She sets the intention to be led to more “focus” during this Beyond Quantum Healing (BQH) session, and to know more about her role as a caregiver.

I start the session by having her describe her home in detail. Gradually adding more suggestions, I ask her to peek inside her storage area, and I tell her she will find something there – something that isn’t usually in there.

What is in her garage?

“Oh, It’s a wardrobe. Like the Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe!” she giggled.

I ask what she was wearing. “I’m dressed like a Witch!” she chuckled. How appropriate! I wonder.. what else will she discover about this wardrobe?

Typically, I’ll play these imagination games to help ease clients into trance. Sometimes things get deep fast. Before I know it, she is opening the wardrobe and using it to travel to another time and place. She opens it up, and she sees the woods…

This session is relatively long– well over 2 hrs.. In fact, I lost track of time we were doing so much work. I was doing bit of “trance work” myself. It’s common to lose track of time in hypnotic brain states. The more I do this work, the more I seem to engage with a variety of brain states quite effectively- including channeling information for clients when it is helpful. I do this a few times during this session.

The session is multifaceted; let me describe some highlights!

part one-

Mother, Child, & Brother

As she goes into those woods, she comes upon a boy. As we follow this boy, he leads us to a home.

As opposed to seeing a person’s whole lifetime, she witnesses the same scene from THREE different perspectives– A woman giving birth, a child being born, and a brother who observes.

“I don’t know… which one is me?” she says, trying to analyze the experience.

“Maybe you’re being given MANY helpful perspectives. What do you notice about what is happening?” With this gentle guidance to get out of the conscious mindset, she is able to easily switch back and forth between views- describing the sensations and emotions each person feels.

We do a lot of work

The Baby- knowing that their mother was about to die in childbirth does not FULLY incarnate. I run into that often when a child fears hardship or experiences birth trauma. The mother’s own fears often transfer to the child.

We bring the baby’s energy -the part that was hiding in the womb- into his little body, so the child can fully incarnate. Then we send all the mother’s energy- her thoughts, fears, and judgments, back into the placenta. All parties can now experience the cutting of the umbilical cord in a whole new way.

The Mother dies during this birth. I asked about what causes this, and the client gets the impression it is not from the birth itself- her death is caused by her previous trauma.

We go back into the Mother’s trauma. She’s been persecuted, her throat was operated on to keep her quiet. She was punished for speaking out about something. (As I was typing this, the show playing in the background my partner is watching starts playing a throat surgery video. My NORMAL amount of throat surgery references per day is zero). In that life she isn’t supported.

What can we effect? We create a better outcome for her. We help her connect her soul to the energy of the Earth. She feels the plant life supporting her, especially. She sees herself weaving grasses. I suggested WE are supporting her too- her FUTURE SELF is here for her, and I’m here, facilitating. Can she feel THAT connection?

“Yes, I can feel that.” she acknowledges.

Guess what? When I instructed her to go back to visit her death during childbirth, she cannot find it. It simply wasn’t there anymore. Freakin’ Awesome. Yes.

That’s the power of this type of session. We’re weaving value through the whole timeline, one perspective (or three!) at a time. That is just the BEGINNING of her session.

At times throughout the session both the client and I can feel the inner connection so strongly, we start crying. She says, “I’m not sad. I don’t know why I’m crying. I’m where I’m supposed to be.” I assure her that often when I’m connecting to information I also start crying.

The Brother-As his Mother and Brother thrive his own pathway is no longer limited by death and disability. He’s able to create his pathway and embrace his own talents as opposed to taking menial jobs and pursuing less fulfilling relationships. We see how one story can influence many pathways, even those one might think of as peripheral.

Her Focus: Plants

Mostly she cries when she connects with plants during the session. THIS is her calling, she is assured. She seems not just surprised, but a little alarmed!

“Really? Plants? Really?,” she keeps saying!

She is simultaneously connected to the truth AND exhibiting doubt, which is a funny thing to witness and to facilitate! The brain is interesting, and when it gets out of the way the Spirit can communicate in a different way than the conscious mind allows alone. That’s why it’s helpful having another person hold space and to facilitate trance states, as well.

Pompous and Confidence

She plays with different sensations, including “safety” during the session. She keeps getting the word “Pompous”, so I asked to speak with THAT aspect of her personality.

“Pompous” feels masculine, and he insists, “I’ve already done that. Humans are so stupid.”

I suggest, well, if you’ve already done it, maybe there’s another aspect we can call in. What about Confidence?

How does Confidence speak differently than “Professor” Pompous does?

We jokingly compare their personalities and behaviors, agreeing that the energy of “Confidence” is more aligned with her goals than Mr. Pompous is.

Very easily, Pompous becomes more integrated with his larger self, Confidence. Confidence is his bigger, more authentic nature, after all. THAT aspect doesn’t need to judge himself compared to his situation. He is able face any challenge and knows this because he’s done it so many times. He is experienced. That experience allows him to have NEW experiences- rather than the “Pompous” character who thinks he has already done everything under the sun.

Healing the Spleen and the Throat

She identifies extra energy in her spleen that doesn’t belong. She identifies the color as purple. “It’s my father” she quickly realizes. It was judging what she does as “insignificant”.

I asked, “What color does the spleen WANT to be?”

Bright red. I had a feeling- I was getting impressions the whole time during this session about that bright red color. I asked the purple to separate into blue and red. “What wants to happen with the blue color? Does it want to go somewhere, or do you want to get rid of it?” I asked.

“OH, it’s going to my THROAT!” I notice an immediate SHIFT in her presence as the blue energy finds her Throat chakra and feels “at home”. There is a change, and a more feminine energy starts to make itself known. The Feminine begins healing the negative experiences of “the woman giving birth” associated with having surgery performed on her throat. THIS energy reconciles THAT experience. The session is coming full circle now, and not just with her physical body.

Speaking with the Soul: Focus on the Feminine

We ask to speak with the Soul about these subjects, and about the perspectives she’s witnessed so far.

The intention of the session is to find her focus: How does she market herself? Where should she move? Who will she be working with? She came in feeling scattered. On top of that she had a resistance to “being seen”. What will her subconscious mind reveal?

Her Higher Self reinforces and articulates on what she’s been shown.

She’s been focusing on “masculine energy” and reacting to THAT as opposed to allowing her Divine Feminine nature to be seen and lead the way.
She’s been “too loud” in another life and has been scared of being punished yet again in this life.
Her father’s voice from this life had been repeating how “insignificant” was her spiritual work.

She’s been working with men and modalities her whole life. What if she focuses on plants, not people, and accepts the support of women? That was “the answer” she’d been seeking. This suggestion from her soul made an immediate and an intense impression. She is in tears once again as the phrase “Divine Feminine” is repeated to her. This mantra is a way to access this energy anytime, as needed.

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We end the session at 2:22pm- a number important to the client.

Wow. That’s a lot of work!
And that’s the power of the subconscious.
With just a LITTLE leverage we can release CENTURIES worth of misunderstandings and misjudgments.

I do often feel strong connections to clients, but seriously this connection impressed even ME! I’ll share a few synchronicities.

At the end of the session she says, “My Soul wants to express such gratitude to you- I’m sending you a RAINBOW!”

“That’s my nickname,” I tell her (Rainbow, Prisma, Spectra –PerSpectra if you’re nasty, wink wink lol!)
We notice that the shirt I’m wearing matches her tattoo. I joke it is my Halloween costume!
During one part of the session we ask to explore her Soul Origin. She describes being a bird, then has a realization: I’M A DRAGON! I’m rainbow colored. I’m an iridescent dragon!

I also have Dragon ties, and introduced her to my own guide, Raphaella.

So what was the take away from all this?

The focus of the session centered around flexibility, ease, feminine flow, and natural approaches as opposed to forced or reactionary stances. She was wearing a lot of “armor” but as a dragon, she really doesn’t need that. She’s confident, she’s supported by the very NATURE of the planet itself. What is there to react to?

One of my favorite parts: In the pre-session talk she mentioned that she wanted to ask her soul about experiencing menopause. During the session I did just that. her Soul advises that in the past, she’d focused on MEN. Typically these were her clients. That choice itself represents a reaction. Naturally, she’s more inclined to be more feminine, and now is the time of her life to focus on her female connections, and the mutual support we offer one another.

I joked, “Sounds like menopause is “Men on pause!”– (That was an expression I’d heard before which seemed to fit here).

She thought that was not only hilarious, but totally appropriate!

Sometimes a good pun goes a long way. Or even a bad one!

I say let’s call that a “Mom Joke” since dads don’t’ get to have all the silly humor, do they?

That was a jam packed few hours. We helped a soul fully incarnate. We changed the direction of a Woman’s life, giving her new opportunities. We re-patterned her family line. We met Mr. Pompous and realized his bigger nature as Confidence. We re-framed her father’s judgment about the significance of her work, and reinforced her desire- and ability – to connect with her feminine aspects while accepting support from her female friends.

THOSE WERE JUST THE HIGHLIGHTS from this session-the parts that translate into words…

Do these kinds of insights sound helpful to you? Guess what? You’re worth it!

Message me at 5Dquantumexpansion@gmail.com to plan your session or join my Facebook group Quantum Healing with Julia Wagner to hear about more client experiences. If you’re dedicated to your healing and growth, so am I!