“It’s All My Fault” — Reclaiming Power From Shame Through Quantum Healing

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What if the guilt you’ve carried for lifetimes was actually a sign of hidden power?

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Bambi’s Quantum Healing Journey

Bambi came into the session carrying a deep heaviness- a weight she sensed stretched beyond just one lifetime. This was not the usual fatigue or stress. It was spiritual.

She heard “It’s all my fault” being whispered even when logic said otherwise.

She came seeking clarity, healing, and a way to reclaim her power -to move from feeling overwhelmed to stepping into her truth.

📰The Printer’s Predicament

💫 In session, Bambi was shown her past life as a man who stood firmly for truth – even when it cost him everything.

“I’m seeing a face. A man. I’m seeing him age.” she was surprised at the clarity of this image. She’s had other regressions. Most visuals were blurry at best. But this face was remarkably distinct.

Before she even said this man’s name, I heard it clearly: Robert.

“Robert at work. My friends call me Robbie,” she confirmed. (I just KNEW it!)

In that lifetime, Robert works for a printing press.  He loves his job.
But an important man in his community manipulates what’s being printed. 
Robert exposes deep corruption in the systems around him and pays a brutal price.
He is silenced – punished for refusing to comply with injustice.


📰“I wish I had my own printing press. I’d expose the corruption myself.”📰

Bambi describes how her jaw is clenched tightly as she embodies Robert’s anger.  He’s unable to tolerate this role and leaves the printing press behind.  Leaving his job doesn’t end his pain, however.

The emotional residue of that lifetime – the fear, the punishment, and the pressure of responsibility – carried into Bambi’s present life. She’s also had trouble trusting praise and has been struggling to receive love:


🌀 “Not everyone that says good things means it in an offhanded way… They’re verbalizing. It doesn’t mean it’s performative.”
–Bambi’s Higher Self

This reflects how Robbie’s betrayal led Bambi to distrust verbal affirmation and question the sincerity of kindness, as if every compliment might be laced with manipulation or danger.

In summary, the anger and trauma from Robbie’s life contribute to:

  • Avoidance of conflict or disruption
  • Feeling judged as “too much” or being “too visible”
  • Difficulty receiving support or love
  • Physical manifestations like jaw clenching, neck tension, and suppressed emotion

These patterns are all part of the energetic weight she came to release – and by witnessing the origin, Bambi’s able to begin transforming this personally and collectively.

It’s important to note: This experience wasn’t just a trauma to clear – it acts as a powerful reminder of who she really is: someone here to expose broken systems, speak truth, and help others heal through her own courage.

From Guilt to Gentle Action: Reclaiming Her Power

A core part of Bambi’s healing involves reframing unnecessary guilt.

Here the soul helps her understand the toxicity of accepting other’s blame and reveals the implied power beneath:


🌀 “If it’s all your fault, then they’re admitting you have more power than you know.”🌀 — Bambi’s Higher Self

Transforming guilt into empowerment was a pivotal turning point. The colors in the visualization shifted from “muddy” to “yellow,” symbolizing a vibrant reclaiming of self-worth and agency.

One of the most helpful insights from her soul came as encouragement for slow, steady, sustainable healing

It’s not about burning ourselves out trying to fix it all. It’s about building trust with ourselves, setting compassionate boundaries, and taking one breath, one action, at a time.


🌀 “Small, consistent steps are just as effective as these big leaps.”🌀
-Bambi’s Higher Self

She needs to do more grounding and purging… She can bring the tree’s energy to her, even if she can’t get to the tree physically.

🌳 Connecting to nature – even remotely – is acknowledged as a practical tool for Bambi. When is the last time YOU connected with nature? Take a few minutes a day. Even if you can’t hug a tree, imagine that a tree can hug YOU!

Speaking Her Truth, Spreading Her Wings

Another vital theme reinforced is the courage to speak one’s truth, even when it leads to discomfort or conflict. Bambi’s soul emphasizes that expression is one of the most important acts of healing.

Bambi’s Higher Self: Speaking your truth is one of the most important things you can do for your own authenticity.

Julia Wagner: What is her connection to writing, to words, to language?

Bambi’s Higher Self: It’s part of her power.
She doesn’t always trust it, but when she lets it move through her, it’s strong.
She’s a transmitter — not just of information but of energy.
The words carry a frequency.
When she writes or speaks authentically, people feel it.
It activates something.

She also acknowledges the delicate balance:

Bambi’s Higher Self: On one hand, she wants to spread her wings. On the other hand, she doesn’t want to knock anyone over with them.”

This was important. The session helped her understand how opening her wings not only helps her but also invites others to do the same:


🌀“Someone seeing your wings open shows them they can open theirs.”🌀 -Bambi’s Higher Self

🌊 Message for the Collective: Your Healing Is Never Just Your Own

As the session neared its close, Bambi’s Higher Self shares a message – not just for her, but for all of us.

“As you heal the small aspects of your own experience, it ripples through much like a drop in water… it expands and gets bigger as it moves away from you.”

💫 In other words:
You don’t have to change the whole world.
 You just have to tend your own inner garden.
The ripples will find their way.

Your self-care…
Your boundaries…
Your brave words…
Your rest…
Your art…
Your authentic expression-has impacts far beyond what you may imagine or realize .

Bambi’s Higher Self emphasizes this, saying: If you fill your cup, you are filling the cup of another.

There’s a profound call to let go of self-sacrifice as the only path to service.
Being good doesn’t have to mean being depleted.
You don’t need to bleed out to prove your worth.

“You don’t have to be so self-sacrificing to have the same impact.
It just might not be seen from the outside yet.
And like a seed – it takes time.” 🌱

This message is a request for healers, empaths, artists, and all humans:
🌟 Take care of your nervous system.
🌟 Set boundaries that honor your needs-and don’t apologize for doing so.
🌟 Rest with self reverence.
🌟 Love yourself more: it dismantles false systems.

Don’t forget: You are part of the collective too.
The world heals every time you choose authenticity over shame, presence over panic, or love over judgment.

Reflections and Invitations

Bambi’s journey is one of courage, compassion, and commitment – to herself and to the collective. Her soul’s messages remind us all that healing is never just about us as individuals. It’s about the energy we share and create together.

If you resonate with this, consider exploring quantum healing for yourself. It might be the key to unlocking your own “opening” – and expanding into the freedom that comes from living your truth.

💬 Did something in her story resonate? Leave a comment below or share your experience with quantum healing.

This was a 4.5 hour quantum healing session using intuitive induction and higher self communication.

Why Quantum Healing Matters 💎✨

Bambi’s session offers a glimpse into why quantum healing is so powerful. Unlike talk therapy or surface-level insight, this process invites us into direct communion with the soul – to receive guidance, clear trauma, and shift deeply embedded patterns.

Through quantum healing, we can:

✅ Release deep energetic burdens – even those carried over lifetimes
✅ Receive vivid guidance from the higher self to reframe old stories
✅ Reclaim power hidden beneath shame, guilt, or fear
✅ Strengthen daily practices like grounding, purging, and self-trust
✅ Align with empowered future versions of ourselves
✅ Heal collectively by healing individually

✨ Quantum healing bridges the mystical and the practical – offering insight that moves through the body, into real life.

It’s an invitation to walk more freely, live more truthfully, and expand into the power you’ve always carried.

Ready to accept that invitation? Message me. You’re worth it.

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