Optic Evaluation Fairy

I had an interesting BQH session where I experienced the viewpoint of an “optic evaluation fairy”. It’s a little hard to describe, but I’ll try…

It was a unique start, because I don’t usually SEE things during hypnosis sessions-at least not THIS clearly. Usually I sense images, and describe what I sense. But this session I was SEEING eyeballs-all sorts of them– right from the get go.

I’d just finished editing the “eye” visuals for this song by NMESH, so I wondered if my conscious mind was interfering.

But the images became clearer and clearer. I realize this was my job.

I examined people’s eyes prior to their passing and evaluated their needs for “refinement”. The majority of my assignments were young girls. They didn’t often need to go through the refinement process. These subjects were generally “pure”.

I saw eyeball after eyeball. I’d go from the right side to the left. I took notes. I examined the structure of the eye, the blinks, the lashes. They looked good. I felt like I was checking points off a checklist.

It was really mechanical. I knew these girls were crossing over soon. I wasn’t emotionally attached.

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The Session Intention

I went into the session asking, “why don’t I want to grow up?”

I heard a voice say,”Well, these adults are miserable“.

I understand where that judgement might come from, but another part had to object. Even my examples of “miserable” people had well lived lives.

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The Judgement

And it seems like some of that experience that I judged as misery reflects in the eye.

I thought clearer was better. They didn’t need refinement, after all.

I was shown how my focus on purity was getting in the way of living life. Those young girls lives were NOT “better” than a long, well-lived life. My own vision is being clouded by the judgment I’m trying to avoid!

In fact, in the longer lives, where the eyes were more rigid and clouded? Those are not failures, either. Their souls would be refined, and made clear again by the light. It all would be balanced and harmonized by the light, as needed.

Refinement simply wasn’t MY department in THAT life. My department was girls between the ages of 5-10years old. These are the least likely candidates for needing purification, so we could streamline the process.

Like, check these off the list, and get them in line for reincarnation. It was an easy job.

Older humans can be a little trickier, and need just a bit more finesse. There is still a process, and it’s still “easy”. I know about it because…

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This Life

That’s what I do in THIS life, as Julia. I help with refinement. It can be done before, during or after death, but honestly? I prefer BEFORE.

Why not?

So in this session I “refined” the aspects of self carrying negative judgements of adulthood. But the session didn’t end there. Read more about what happened next in: