Session Experience: I Am Enough!

My client wanted to resolve this feeling of hitting a “glass ceiling” during her Quantum Healing session.

She sensed this in four main areas:  

• Finances,
• Motherhood,
• Partnerships and
• Her Leadership roles

She got comfortable – well, as comfortable as her muscle contractions would allow – and I asked her to imagine her childhood home. Before we knew it, her 16 year old self was sitting on a sandy beach, enjoying the familiar smell of her favorite East Coast shoreline.  

I told her to look along the beach, and if she searched she’d find something there, hidden under the sand.  

She excavated an old, wooden treasure chest. Even though the outside was saturated with water the inside was pristine, and covered with a rich red velvet.

Wrapped in a white cloth were three glass jars, each one filled with different exotic spices. They absolutely vibrated with joy as they recognized her energy.  

What message did they have?

“I see myself using these, for spell casting, and for food.  But this will be enough to last my whole life. I see a little goes a long way.  I’m just using a pinch.” 

Next she found a thick piece of honeycomb, and knew that this represented a passionate relationship. What did the honey tell her?  “I’m a part of you”.  She’s seeking a partner, and the template to manifest that perfect match exists within her already.  

At the bottom of the treasure chest lay a large white feather. She felt it brush both sides of her cheek.  I asked her to check with this feather, and to ask what it was helping her with, as it brushed the sides of her face.  “It’s an invitation to come back into the body” and it represented Divine Masculine energy. 

As I was directing her to move along the beach, she said to wait, there was one more object in the treasure chest which she hadn’t noticed before- a pearl.  I had her connect her energy to the pearl.  

She described its essence as matriarchal, like a queen’s pearl, and it gave the suggestion of a certain idealism.  As she examined it more closely, the white veneer gave way to its more authentic form, a black pearl that represented  feminine magnetism.  The dark energy kept itself hidden, not for protection, but for its own sense of privacy.  I’m reminded of Kundalini energy that stays coiled at the base of our spine, and as I asked her if there was a place in the body she’d like to place this black pearl, it became positioned in her womb space, assisting her sacral and root energy centers. This would help with lots of things, even the contractions she’s been having, she said.

All this before we’d even seen a single past life! I was curious what these would reveal. 

She went easily into another time and place that related to her feelings of want.

“I’m a man.”

This man lived in a small community of people living in huts near a prominent rock formation. He’d lost his family, and since that time it was his role in the community to hold space for others’ grief. He was a professional mourner, of sorts. 

“I made an agreement to carry a lifetime of loss.”

It was his role to climb the rocks and carry the grief upwards, to be released.  Everytime he carried and laid out others’ grief, he was able to lay out his own life’s grief. He honored his own pain, the people’s collective pain, and his family’s loss in this way.  He gained a sense of pride, and understanding each time he scaled the rocks and gave up his sorrow.  

He felt freedom knowing this was his role, and felt strength as he embodied his purpose in that lifetime without any question.

This was masculine energy.

He knew the last time he ascended those rocks he’d completed his journey here, and his last physical sensation was one of intentional hunger. The emptiness was part of this cleansing process. At the end of his life he was able to utterly and completely let go. 

We saw another life during this session, this one was that of Bobby or Robert. He’d met his mentor when he was only 5 years old, and had been taken from the East Coast of the U.S. to Victorian England to study mysticism and mental sciences with this amazing man. He recounted his different experiences with remote viewing in that lifetime. He wore black and white spatz shoes while he waited to meet a lover who never dared to show up. But he didn’t let that woman’s rejection stop him, “It was a long shot anyway” he confided.

He suffered loss and experienced passion in that life. He could sense danger mentally and respond.  During one such experience he was using remote viewing to try to avoid this danger, and ironically walked right off a tall building, falling to his death below. 

After she saw each life, we took each of those bodies to the light, healed their injuries, and examined their lessons. What did each personality have to share with the client in her current form? Why were THESE lives so important?

We spoke to each personality and asked her Higher Self for the significance of each lifetime she’d experienced.  

She felt “less than” but these men didn’t.  They felt empowered, passionate, connected,shame free. Each KNEW his mission, and lived in alignment with that energy, even when that mission meant carrying others pain and internal suffering. The higher self compared this sense of freedom to a cat nestled into a cozy box.  You don’t have to coax the cat into the box; it’s the cat’s nature to gravitate toward the box. She can use this feeling of alignment to embrace her own mission, and her own sense of being “enough”. 

She had been given tools relating to each area of her inquiry– the Black Pearl related to motherhood, womb healing, and bringing in the right partner.  Her spices relate to abundance in her life and in her metaphysical work- she doesn’t need to worry about “running out”. Her White Feather reminds her she’s safe in her body and that her femininity is completely supported by Divine Masculine energy.  She’s safe to be in her power. And lastly the Honeycomb represents her passion, rich, thick, golden, substantial, and as she connects with it gold flakes of abundance catch her eye. 

What a beautiful message, and what helpful tools!

As the session was wrapping up I asked her to imagine her “issues” with feeling limited; and to put these issues into a picture, or a collage. I wanted to see if this session had made an impact.

“I’m having trouble coming up with a picture now.  It’s like they’re not there anymore.”

AWESOME.  Considering these issues had followed her consistently since she could remember, I’d consider that a success! We filled her vision with pictures of future victories, we thanked the parts we’d been speaking with and asked the Higher Self for a final message. 

“Everything is an ebb and flow.. Change is just movement” 

The Higher Self went on to caution that pain and discomfort aren’t given to us to be avoided, rather they can be used as tools to allow us to listen to our hearts and to our bodies. She can participate in this cleansing ritual, like she had in her past life (her conscious mind remembered she intended to fast). He reminds her she can let go of anything she wants anytime she wants to.   She can be a bit more like Bobby; she doesn’t need to carry fear or shame. She can trust her vision and be more present in her body, and as she does she’ll experience a greater connection to others.  She can use her natural magnetism to align with the life she wants and to slowly draw in her perfect team. 

It’s all already on its way.

She is the essence of abundance itself. 

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Thank you to my client for allowing me to share this experience, it was a joy to facilitate.  If you’re interested in having your own experience, message me at 5dquantumexpansion@gmail.com

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